First Love

You have patiently suffered for me without quitting. But I have this complaint against you. You don’t love me or each other as you did at first!  - Revelation 2:3-4

I’ve been married for 15 years, but I can still remember when we first fell in love. She was all I could think about, and my insides were shipwrecked with infatuation and wonder. We were about to take the train to Manhattan for our very first date. In my love struck state, I stepped carelessly onto the train headed Northbound instead of South. We eventually made it to New York and had an amazing time, but I still have a terrible sense of direction. 

I wish I could tell you that every day of our marriage has been like that perfect first date. But that would be a lie. Truth is, we’ve struggled through many difficult days together, and loving one another is something we’ve had to choose over and over again. 

It’s no different in our relationship with God. Life deals us disappointments.  But in the midst our pain, God loves us. So I ask you… how’s it going lately? Is your love for Jesus burning brightly, or has the flame begun to fade? When passion for God wanes, it is often replaced by hollow religious activity. 

I encourage you to do whatever it takes to restore your first love for Jesus. Everything else should flow from this love relationship between you and the One who gave everything to draw you close. Jesus is worthy of your whole heart. So stir up your affection once again. Spend time remembering the ways God has been faithful to you. Look Him full in the face and be overwhelmed by His goodness and glory. 

It’s time to fall in love with Jesus all over again.

Our God Hears,
AJ